Dar: "why u nvr update ur blog alr"
Me: "lol"
"wanted to"
"but forget + lazy."

Adapted from 'Words of a procrastinator' by Yuujin.


Ok, so here's the entry that was supposedly due quite some time ago. But you know... at times, people set datelines for themselves e.g. "I'll do it at 4pm", and when 4pm comes, and something more important/interesting/fun pops up, they'll go, "Oh, maybe 5, or 6, or 7, or when I'm free". And thus that was how my entry mysteriously disappeared from blogger.

Well then, time to seriously hit some keys on the keyboard.

It wasn't too long ago (in fact just some tens of hours ago) that I realised I was running a major wardrobe malfunction, or crisis i should say. I kinda like got this mysterious phone call from my mysterious OGL from a particular camp, telling me that i'm in Blue house, and that all my tops had to be blue. Ok, at that point of time, i thought i was in the safe zone, recalling from my memories that i've got several blue tops which might actually fulfil the criteria. So off to my wardrobe i go, and at one glance, "Eh? No blue tops?"

Yes, despite having tops of any other colour; red, green, brown, yellow, white, black, PURPLE, me ain't got no blue top. And then, i remembered... I've got this special mum who just loves discarding "useless" stuff away. By her definition of "useless", it means "something which is rarely used" rather than "not useful". Hence, there goes my BLUE OCIP tee, my BLUE Sea Sports Orientation tee, and a couple more other BLUE tees like class tee and stuff. Thank goodness those tees were donated to some valuable cause than thrown away in the rubbish bin. They were all donated during some disaster relief. The Szechuan one if I ain't wrong. And oh yes, I forgot to mention that somehow, she's programmed to only scrutinised my wardrobe and auto filter my "useless" clothes. That is why, i could identify my wardrobe crisis immediately at one glance into my wardrobe (it goes to show how little clothes i have).

But well, on my part, I've always thought of my collection of clothes as "self-sufficient". I mean, sure enough you'll see me wear the same shirt quite often, but still, I've got enough clothes to last me say 12 days or more w/o washing. That is enough of a reason for me to not go shopping for clothes. In fact, i'm so a non-clothes shopper. Unless I'm in need (like now), I won't actually shop for clothes. Much of my hard-earned money is allocated to some personal investment (which in this period of time draws in crappy returns but o well...), and well, perhaps the greater part of it on other stuff like my Lasik surgery + post surgery check-ups, my driving lessons (to my greatest euphoria i passed on my first try), my good'ld laptop, my several self-paid overseas exposures (also known as vacations), and other neat electronic gadgets like my PSP, my N5800XM, my harddisks, Mp3 player, earphones, and soon to come, perhaps a PS3 (unless the prices are still ridiculously high AND my favourite games are ported to other consoles like the Xbox360, then i'll consider getting the 360 instead. Otherwise, i'm a sony fan.), an electric keyboard (not the typing ones), and a guitar. And oh, throw in an LCD/LED monitor for my laptop.

That kinda breaks down my financial chart. The rest of my $$ is just thrown into my bank, amassing this bulk for the day that I travel to Japan for either a vacation or Exchange.


Wardrobe crisis aside, today's officially my last day at work.

Mixed feelings though. On my part, i'm kinda glad that i can finally have more free time to myself, but then again, i usually waste my time at home rotting. Might as well be out earning $$ ya? Not to mention, my working hours are so short. Also, i'm pretty sure I'll miss the kiddies over at the tuition centre. They're just so loveable. Watching them struggle with the process of growing up, learning new stuff, and finally being able to get it. Joys of a parent? Maybe.

So, despite having so many strings still attached (pulling me back to work), reasons for my resignation would be: 2 camps followed by a short vacation (again) overseas. All three activities are almost back-to-back, with little rest between them. And by the time i'm done with all 3, it'll be the 19th July already. That said, from the 19th to the 28th, i can have at least 5 more work days. So why ain't I working?

1) I want some pre-Uni time for myself to just rot away.
2) I plan to watch myself for some days after my trip (especially now that H1N1 is rampant), and it'd be quite inconsiderate to start work right after my trip, considering the fact that my workplace has so many kids. Its a risk I'd rather avoid.
3) I might be taking my IPPT then (I hope).

Well then, missing the kiddies is something I won't dispute over. Its a definite.

A friend/colleague once told me, "Alot of people also say will miss the kids, but after they leave, also nothing much." Implying that the people who left are but empty talk. But well, maybe she just didn't understand that missing and getting on are 2 different lines which should never cross. Someone who allows the feeling of "missing something/someone" to affect his "getting on with life" line would only be holding on to an imaginary past, some pseudo-illusion. Those lines can compliment, but should never estrangle. If not, people who'd lost a love one/kin would never be able to stand up again, not to mention move on. To hold on to those precious memories but still move on. That's how humans should live, I believe...

With that, またね！

and the Story Continues